lol

2011-05-14T00:53:00.001+08:00

how I wish there is someone who allow me to be selfish

but, it will never happen

2011-02-24T20:41:00.002+08:00

alright!
I'm done with my report!
left with scanning of result slip,
finding part time job,
renew passport
to go! :)

cycle, swim, run, guitar, reading(probably)
during this period before I enlist!
can't believe I'm saying enlist now.
time....flies...
I won't say I'm finally becoming a man...
because,
I'm already a man. :D
I am, I fking am.
don't test me!

ciao!

2011-02-17T20:48:00.002+08:00

Report,
application for uni,
make passport,
find part time job.
all this to be done in next ten days.

no time to finish the book i borrowed from library, gotta return by 26 feb zzz
no time to cycle, swim, run
zzzzzzzzzz

rahhh. faster get over with it! jy!

2011-02-09T21:58:00.002+08:00

I'm doing my best to control my temper now.
and its doing good.
:)

been finding pet shop jobs now.
damn, it so difficult.
zzz
haiz!

her voice melts my heart~
so sweet~

I bet there are millions of girls jealous of her voice.
haha!

kk, good night!

all the best cls!

2011-02-07T06:06:00.004+08:00

going renew passport later.
doing this kind of stuff with parent is really fuck up.
never once a smooth trip.
not that there's accident or whatever shit,
its all the arguing and all.
just can't stop nagging.
i wanna live alone ASAP!

my cousin told me yesterday,
when I enlist,
I will definitely miss home.
I don't think so.
My bed probably.

zz

I thought I might suffer depression -.-
so I went online yesterday and check the symptoms.
did show a few symptoms.
a few, so I'm not really suffering.
hah!
but I see the other symptoms.
scary...
especially the thought of suicide.
like what a depressed would do before they suicide.
1. talking about suicide
2. strong feeling of hopelessness
3. act recklessly as if they have a death wish (eg, speeding through red lights)
4. calling or visiting people to say goodbye (nb fking scary)
5. Getting affairs in order (eg, giving away prized possessions, tying up loose ends)
6. saying things like, "everyone would be better off without me"
7. a sudden switch from fucking depressed to acting calm and happy

what the hell!

depression is really scary shit.
http://helpguide.org/mental/depression_signs_types_diagnosis_treatment.htm
here's a link to it if you want to know more.

2011-02-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

can't go back visit waigongwaipo this year. :(
I already plan what to do when I'm there.
ask them let me try motorbike!
extract "fluid" from rubber trees with waigongwaipo.
see my small cousinssss,
they must be 10+ now already.
should be enlist by this year already.
where find time to go back again?
hah!

my thoughts already have their ups and downs
whenever I think about my route to vet,
let alone my actual path towards it.
nearly given up of that ambition today.
immediately cycle to lakepark under the scorching sun.
i must say, that place is really a "I-will-be-strong-place"
I must carry on no matter how difficult it is.

not that I wanna emo,
but I'm quite sure that I would be walking this path alone.
be strong yo!

first,
gotta correct my temper.
auditing is making me more and more bad tempered.

second,
save up save up save up!

alright, these two are already big big big tasks.
all the best!

2011-02-01T10:53:00.000+08:00

Please stop the flood.

I wanna visit my waigongwaipo..

2011-01-17T20:22:00.001+08:00

cycled.
but somehow i'm afraid of falling again.
fuck!
gotta get rid of that feeling. zz
well, to get rid of fear, we gotta face it.
hah!
means more cycling! :D

bye!

2011-01-15T11:41:00.001+08:00

listening to
Taylor Swift
and
My Chemical Romance
songs
make me wanna cycle again.
:(
and the weather is so good today!
hai!

2011-01-15T11:18:00.002+08:00

20 more working days!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

actually I don't have that many shoes hor.
des cis wc they all like more shoes.
so I'm going to get one later! :D:D:D:D
HAHAHA!

shall go iluma check out before going far east!

one told me, takes around 1 month to recover.
another one told me 1 or 2 weeks.
my mom told me 4-5 days.
but, abrasions..
just take your time.
:)

2011-01-13T19:43:00.002+08:00

I finally know how much you meant to me.
I don't think I can ever live without you.
I need you so badly.
I can't do many things without you.
Can't even open water bottle cap. -.-
So please, recover fast k?
1 month enough?
please, heal by 1 month!
love ya!

thats to my precious 4 fingers and my left palm.

Some time today,
I was wondering,
I got these cuts,
I can get plasters, medicated oil, bandages and all.
What about those animals in the wild.
Damn,
they must have some hard time recuperating. :(
Nature must have some ways in helping them I guess.

k ciao!

2011-01-12T20:35:00.003+08:00

Before that turn,
I suspected I will fall.
But, the stubborn part of me does not accept it,
and so,
I turned.
Boom!
pua dou...

ok,
the story goes like this.
I cycled from point A to point B of Jurong Lake Park.
During the journey,
I passed by this part of the lake,
I saw this big eagle.
Really big.
Flew down and use it's claws to catch the fish in the lake.
Damn nice.
And then it fles back to the nest, I think.
Coz it just flew far far away.
So like,
I cycled to point B already,
chill a while.
And I cycled back the route towards Point A
hoping to see that eagle magnificent hunting skill.
But somehow that fish is enough for its dinner.
It never appear.
So I cycled back.
And at this turn,
yeah. a slippery turn.
hah!
But just some cha shang only.
I got up,
and nothing about caring myself in mind,
but thoughts about parent forbid me to cycle after rain again,
thoughts about is my bicycle ok(well, the chain came out, so I pushed my bicycle under the rain and slowly walk back, and listening to songs, feels damn shiok!! I'm serious!!)
thoughts about how should I go work tomorrow.
All these,
Nothing about,
ouch! wah, bleeding. still got where bleed.
why will like that ah? lol
rah never mind!
I don't feel regret,
plus i saw a hunting in action with my own eyes.
priceless.
worth the fall
HAHA!

but the sad thing is,
i couldn't practice guitar,
injured finger,
don't think can cycle for this and next week.
guess i can only go library borrow books liao.
lol!
so is this fall a good thing or a bad thing?
who knows.
just accept it, and feel happy about it.
:)

i'm trying to be a happy person back.
wonder when did i even become so emo.
hai!
oh well,
its never too late to realize your own flaw.

alright! ciao! :)
oh wait!
if you need some laugh,
do visit this website.
its damn funny!
http://damnyouautocorrect.com/
watch page by page!
HAHAHAHA! :D

2011-01-11T10:02:00.001+08:00

NAPFA later!
gao lat...

2011-01-10T21:21:00.001+08:00

就算失望，不能绝望~

2011-01-10T14:15:00.002+08:00

C6, again.

millions of thoughts are running in my mind now.

disappointment,

fear,

and yet,

I felt

relieved,

relaxed,

and a little happy feeling

at the same time.

oh well...

I just hope my parent won't be disappointed,

but they will.

sigh~

2011-01-09T20:54:00.003+08:00

Went to Malaysia,
hometown at around 7am.
Malaysia still look quite the same.
at least my hometown look quite the same.

didn't notice this for 19 years of my life until qw told me this.
and so today I kept my observation high.
malaysian girls really do look pretty.
:D

anyway,
I won't mention the main purpose of the trip here!
I will share when the time is right.

did some shopping at hometown.
bought a formal shirt (not I pay :D)
I told my mom,
mi ah, buy one more formal shirt la, then you don't need to keep ironing every week.
:)

I think I'm used to long distance travel.
travelling to my hometown take around 2hrs,
and it is nothing to me now.
great!

I am kinda experiencing a change now.
it is a good or bad one?
who knows?
but, better to not label it as good or bad
and just let flow la hor? :)

this part of the post is for Maggie Soh!
yo! relinked.
and I think the teacher's brain jiap sala wire la hor.
don't think about it yo!
keep your cool!
there can be a blessing in disguise!
just hope for something good!
jiayou man!

nah, don't feel touched.
HAHA!

alright!
ciao! :D

2011-01-08T22:48:00.003+08:00

Hello Stranger.

damn damn nice!
please catch it before it is gone.
only in GV.
its up for quite long already.
might be gone within next 2 weeks.
warning! :)

and that lead actress is damn cute and pretty.
wah cannot take it!
tai mei le! (Y)!

thoughts running throughout the movie.
but good thoughts! :)

alright! ciao!
msia tomorrow!

oh ya,
one note before I go.
Don't get too attached to things, people, money.
When you get attached to it, you tend to screw it up!

2011-01-08T10:46:00.002+08:00

So I woke up 8am,
rollerblade.
fell 4 times hard on butt.
then I just recalled tues napfa test.
Luckily I'm strong. HAHA
oh well,
still not good.
rollerblade at corridor though,
shall go park next time!

next up!
guitar!
:)

I wanna watch Hello Stranger.
Shall go PS watch later!
Anybody wanna watch? No? :(

adieu!

2011-01-07T19:44:00.002+08:00

oh ya,
went out with pillay yesterday!
and did one of the fucking dumbest act of my life!
or perhaps, the both of our lives.
well, he was playing texas poker on his iPhone 4.
I was just looking at my surroundings.
and I spotted basement at cathay!
I was suprised,
ok, don't say i suagu la hor.
I didn't know there's a basement at Cathay!
so I told him,
eh go down ah, I never go down before eh.
So he's like, ok lo.
so I lead the way and he walked while playing his texas poker -.-
I kept looking at the stalls at basement,
and I never notice I was actually approaching the upwards escalator.
and the both of us just step onto it.
and together,
"eh, wtf!!!"
the moment we took a step back,
we laughed like some fucktards!
lol!
cannot tahan!
already smiling to myself while typing this!
hah!
never mind,
nice experience! :)

anyway!
just a random fact about myself,
I hate it when distance plays a part in decision making.
Probably after the regrets that I had for the vet course thing,
this came to me.
So, don't ever mention to me this far that far,
I don't give a shit.
yeah! thats all! :D

bye and night!

2011-01-07T19:26:00.002+08:00

wah kao!
I shop like a girl -.-!
I got,
5 shoes (1 for getting dirty, 1 basketball shoes?, 1 office wear shoes, 2 casual shoes, and I regret getting the new casual shoe! damn!)
2 slippers (1 casual, 1 wears out already but still can use)
6 jackets -.-!
(1 My Chemical Romance, 1 dots hoodie, 1 dirty green jacket, 1 green checkered jacket, 1 windbreaker, 1 cardigan)

simisai!!
cannot already.
but I still got 1 last round of shopping!
one last round! :D
lol!
hopeless.

wah shiok baby!
cny eve no work,
until 8 feb.
8 feb got work though,
but is superstitious people then work,
feng shui,
to ensure goood year,
one should start work on 8th feb between 1pm to 3.30pm.
so like I go there fb here fb there for a while then zhao. :D

about 1 month to go! JY!

I will never get bored anymore!
got new things to occupy myself :)
and keep my mind of unnecessary thoughts!

oh ya,
the retail staff at hang ten reserved 2 shirts for me,
coz the shirt gotta send from tampines outlet to jp -.-
nabuay, don't laugh because I buy from hangten hor,
cheap right. lol!
2 shirts for 50, quite nice. :)
thats my last round of shopping. swear its the last already.
:)

alright! tomorrow is definitely going to be a good day!
gonna wake up 8am in the morning to get use to roller blading!
if not put at home rot!
yeah, this is one of the things that I say I can do. :)

ciao!

2011-01-03T21:38:00.002+08:00

Have you ever been very excited about a book you just read?
You take it to a friend and say:
"Read this, it's fantastic!"
Then you hold your breath,
waiting for their enthusiastic phone call.
But they never call!
Six months later you ask for your book to find
a) they never read it, or
b) they've lost it.
The lesson here - which applies to "friendly advice"
as well as books -
is that,
just because you're ready for information
doesn't mean everyone else is ready.

- Follow Your Heart by Andrew Matthews

Well,
I guess I'm just too impatient and too rush.
Take for example,
I kept asking people to watch 3 Idiots.
Maybe I should stop.
They are just not interested,
in it, and in sharing the joy.

In a nutshell.
If people aren't asking you,
they usually don't want the information!

ok!
not gonna say I've learned another lesson.
I only learn it when I apply it!

gonna share those that
inspire me
right here everyday!
:)

2011-01-03T18:55:00.001+08:00

Doc time!
:(

2011-01-03T13:56:00.002+08:00

so like I told my audit partner
I wanna leave at lunch time
to see doctor.
He say ok straight away, then ask why.
lol!
overly on, makes it so scary.
Anyway, I'm home now!
and I'm not lying ok.
I'm really going see doctor later.
My sensitive ear.
Don't let me pierce is already enough,
still come spoil my day with infection.
zzz

Ear,
please be insensitive.

2011-01-02T23:12:00.002+08:00

Best English Band - My Chemical Romance
Best Mandarin Band - 五月天

(Y)!

五月天's songs is almost like MCR!
As in, it gives energy, and some adrenaline rush. HAHA!

倔强: 就算失望，不能绝望！

2011-01-02T19:41:00.002+08:00

Fear will only lead to regret.
Because of fear,
you can't do what you always wanted to do.
Why do we like to jump around when we are kids?
Because we haven't fall real hard at that time.
So that fear is not in us.
But right now,
we know that we will get hurt jumping around.
Because of that fear.
But the more we think of the fear,
the more we attract it.
The more you think you will fall hard,
the more likely it will happen.
By the way,
the above is only an example.
I'm just saying,
don't let fear rule over you.
Don't let it distract you.
Or you are gonna miss out the fun of jumping around like there's no tomorrow.
And you will regret,
and get stuck in life.

Don't mind me,
I just read motivational book.
So a bit of my thoughts here! :)

Don't just know it,
apply it!

2011-01-02T13:03:00.002+08:00

Next time you are upset,
remember it's not so much
people who make you angry,
as your thoughts about them.

Whatever thoughts
are causing you pain,
they are only thoughts.
You can change a thought.

So true.

If you think you can't change
that very thought that is
causing you that pain,
it is probably caused by
the energy you put into it.
The energy is keeping
that thought alive.
Withdraw the energy,
and it will likely go away.

2011-01-02T11:03:00.003+08:00

so like I went to my cousin's house warming yesterday.
big house.
jacuzzi,
karaoke,
fish pond,
mini gym,
there're still more but I couldn't remember.
even the maid's room got air con I think. lol!
ssssssssiiiiiwooooooo, gao lat gao lat.
k anyway!
sang songs yesterday!
I'm not a singer, but singing is shiok! :)
after that,
was thinking of playing pool or catch movie!
and well,
one of my cousin is still a small kiddo,
underage,
can't go in pool.
so caught The Ghost Must Be Crazy in the end.
hmm, there are 2 parts to the movie.
first part more interesting.
second part,
well, has its own humour la. :)
but its worth the price,
caught it at $8.
don't think its worth for $10. lol
so after that,
stayed over at her house.
too big already, confirm got space. lol!
I must say luckily I'm prepared for this.
I mean, staying up late.
So I slept in the afternoon for quite long.
If not ah, sure GG at the cinema. hah!

k well,
so I'm home now.
feeling quite awake.
but nowhere to go and nothing to do!
so cloudy, can't go cycling.
zzzzz!!

shall see!
ciao!

2011-01-01T11:05:00.002+08:00

New year resolution huh?

let me see...

First, I'm gonna do my best to be less-fb active.
Why? I think it is better to socialise without using computer!

Second, I'm gonna cycle almost everyday.

Third, focus on my path.
Think it is unlikely for me to fall in love again. LOL!
Coz I totally feel nothing when I see girls on street.
But I'm not gay. :)
Anyway! So, focus on my path to be a vet.
C'mon!

Fourth, get a new job after attachment.
Preferably grooming pet kind.

Fifth, read more books!
Shall go library often! :)

Sixth, well this is kinda general.
Just continue to stand strong!

and end! :)

Here! A toast to your success LeeSheng!
GOGOGO!

2010-12-31T20:36:00.004+08:00

I spent a hard time on this blogskin.
not about the coding.
but choosing from blogskins.com.
because there are a lot of nice ones!
finally settled down with this.
but I liked the others too.
damn, never mind.
1 or 2 months later change again. :)
fking nice!
MCR (Y)!

2010-12-31T16:03:00.000+08:00

AND YOU FUCKING RAIN ON ME NOW?!
HOW TO GO CYCLING!
_|_

2010-12-31T15:42:00.002+08:00

31.12.2010
and I'm fking down!
Well, let me tell you why I was so happy at the other post first.
I think you can somehow get why I'm down right now.
I got jinxed.
alright anyway,
I was happy because I was given the chance to go Batam do stocktake next monday.
Everything is confirmed,
everything,
but left with buying tickets and all.
and while doing that,
client discovered that my fucking passport is due within 6 months!
cannot go overseas.
fucking hell!
Why is it that I kept go to heaven and been kicked down and landed quite hard in hell so recently.
Pissed.
So pissed.

I don't wanna stay at home.
:(

I need my bicycle,
faster come home father,
I need my bicycle!

Aal iz well~?
Let me just san san xin a while then Aal iz well.
Really feel like a man in depressing times.
just that the difference is,
they will be drinking at the pub.
I'm not, but might soon. hah!

byeee

2010-12-29T22:34:00.002+08:00

ahahahhahaha!
so damn happy!
but I'm not going to share it here!
I want you to ask me!
Because I'm happy and excited to repeat to many people!
:)
well, provided many people are interested in knowing
hah!

anyway!
well,
this saying is quite true,
there is always rainbow after a storm
yesterday was a bad bad day
but its a great day today.
had stock take with victor today.
stock take is fun.
(Y)!
after that went to client place audit again!
but my work is sooooooo,
zzz
cannot leh, very troublesome!
but never mind!
still a great day.
still can go for tea break!
hahaha!
i suggested though.

and finally,
I felt better after I gave up and admit I'm tired in this and that.
taught myself another lesson again.
and that is,
a man knows when to let go.
though I still strongly believe in nothing is impossible.
but ya, gotta learn to let go.
but of course!
I will never give up easily.
not until I felt totally no hope in it.
well,
I'm just a messy book.
Nobody can read me. :)

Bought myself cardigan!
like finally!
after a long long time.
well,
sms-ed py to help me ask fb kakis if anybody wanna shop with me.
apparently there isn't anyone online other than chiadianzhang
but well, he's at buona vista.
so unlikely.
and my timing is so coincidentally 5 minutes late as py is finding people to shop too.
but I was 5 minutes late,
so gotta shop alone!
terrible thing to shop alone when you are happy.
because you are just gonna grab this and that and put in your basket
because everything looks just too nice!
I've got cardigan in my basket,
another dark grey shirt cost 49.90 with the "tiak tiak tiak" button.
I like that shirt!
but, its a little exp.
because my cardigan is also 49.90!
buy 2, 99.80
thats madness.
and furthermore,
I saw another jacket,
in uniqlo too.
offer, 19.90.
damn nice!
so i'm like,
shit la! cannot la!
I call py immediately,
well, coz cannot ask guys.
people like desmond will only tell me, just get it. HAHAHA!
so like, py told me don't get the shirt and jacket,
she saw bershka got sale or something, cheaper.
so I travel from 313 back to ion.
oh wait, did I mention I was at uniqlo in ion at first when I finding the cardigan?
and then the staff told me don't have the size I am looking for.
She checked for me, 313 have.
so I start my adventurous journey to 313, just to get the cardigan.
ok back to the story,
well, the cock-eye + tat stamp py mistaken tee shirt for shirt.
waste my trip.
oh well, not really waste.
coz I went back to uniqlo.
-.-
and that jacket is really tempting!
19.90!
so I tell myself,
just try only la, try.
so I grabbed S and M and next thing I know, I'm at the fitting room
:)
and the next thing,
I'm paying for size S.
haha!
and well, that somehow summarizes my shopping trip.
and now I think,
I can shop alone already.
Next up,
travel overseas alone!
:D:D

tomorrow same client place!
sigh~
no internet access.
hope its not gonna be a stormy day tomorrow!
don't want stormy day. ;(

WHAT TO DO ON 31/12/2010!!
ANYBODY WANNA SPEND TIME WITH ME? <3
C'MON, SHOW SOME LOVE.
HAHA!
nah
just joking.
I don't need love. :)
alright!
shall see!

so long and goodnight all!
adieu! :)

2010-12-28T21:20:00.002+08:00

It is easy to give advice,
but hard to follow.

Kind of think that I screwed up my life.
Why the fuck did I choose my course based on distance.
Why not just go ahead with Temasek Poly and take up vet course last time.
Why mind that west to east distance?
Distance is nothing to me now.
But why this thinking didn't hit me when I was choosing my course.
I felt so angry and pissed whenever I think of this.
This is why I don't want others to waste their time doing things they don't like.
Think really carefully, what they really want to do, and make the right choice.

Because I made the wrong choice.

Lecturer came to visit us today to see how are we.
I asked him for advice about switching path to vet course.
He is not really encouraging me to do so,
as he said it is gonna be a difficult road.
I am not afraid.
But I can't see any light to shine my way either.
Is this the end?
I couldn't answer it myself.
I can tell others whatever choice they make,
there are people around them to support and there for them.
So, what about my case?
Family ain't supportive.
Friends..well, have other deep thoughts regarding friends, next time ba, not now.

Today just ain't a great day to me.
Stuff which I don't feel like talking about,
and this thing about my future.
This 2 is heavy enough for me to carry for the day.

Right now,
I'm confused.
I hate this feeling.
I will not say FML.
There are still things worthy in my life.
I just hope it can get better.

But there are times I almost given up on hope.
Almost.
I'm tired.

:(

2010-12-27T20:54:00.004+08:00

today is the best monday ever!
went to client place in the morning.
client didn't do what we asked them to do.
so its like a nothing-to-do morning.
but victor(my colleague, best, everytime go outcase with him very relax) looks busy.
anyway, he see I'm like nothing to do,
he told me to go downstairs drink coffee or something.
so ok lo, better than staying in that meeting room.
got cctv somemore.
-.-!
but didn't drink for more than 15minutes!
because I saw the director of that company at that coffee shop. zzz
later say I jiakzua sia.
and thanks phivien!
this intern mate of mine,
went to shop with her a little while at jurong point coz she wanted to get present for our colleagues.
and I jokingly told her,
wa, my bday also just pass, never get for me.
and this morning she passed me my present.
and it is really a great present!
thanks!
its this motivational book.
and if not for her,
I didn't know the motivational books out there at popular and other bookstores are mostly,
"Follow your heart"
"You are what you believe"
all these.
which is what I thought of myself k!
I swear I didn't come across all this before. :)
but I learned more sayings from that book.
Its a pocket book anyway.
so not much details.
and because I am so interested in that book,
I went to popular just now after work to get another book by that same author,
"Follow Your Heart"
partly because I applied that too.
gonna read it later!

ciao

2010-12-26T19:38:00.001+08:00

feel like going overseas alone.

2010-12-26T18:48:00.002+08:00

so I went window shopping at orchard yesterday
walk until very sleepy.
and many places not open.
Tangs, Metro in paragon, etc
and finally, bored to the max, went to cine chill and use wifi
sorry ah, no data plan :)
and I saw something that delights me.
ChanLin upload photos to fb and the photos are shots of the big christmas tree outside ION!
Text him immediately and went to find him!
well, he is with his girls~ HAHA
but they went home early so, good ah
went to grab a bite.
oh I forgot to mention,
while fb-ing in cine.
My friend posted a job offer at fb.
I PM-ed him say I want and asking for details.
My friend got back to me while I'm having dinner.
Its a mascot job.
I accepted it immediately and its like a "I must get this job no matter what"
because I have already wanted to try working as mascot since long time ago!
just when I keep telling chanlin how excited I am (for a few times)
Suddenly it just struck me.
Don't keep your hope high. Don't.
and I'm glad I did.
coz in the end didn't get to work that job.
they need a female instead.
so I wasn't really disappointed, but just felt Ke Xi.
anyway!
I was offered another job!
Bus ambassdor, maybe the organiser felt bad that she suddenly take me out?
anyway I accepted it since I got nothing better to do at home,
and I need cash!
hah!

straight nap when I got home.
dozing off while train-ing back. lol

so feel like mc-ing tomorrow!
I think I might do so. :p

ciao!!!

2010-12-25T13:14:00.002+08:00

"Think about it,
in 50 years time,
when you are ill and lying on the hospital,
you will come to think,
the letter is in my hand,
the taxi is at the gate,
if I have dared a little more,
life would be different"
- quote from 3 Idiots movie

Seriously I learned a lot from this movie.
priceless..
I will definitely get the DVD if I find it!

listen to your heart,
follow it.

fool the inner coward of yours,
aal iz well~
it at least gives you the boldness to keep on going.
(Y)!

see ya!

2010-12-24T17:41:00.000+08:00

will it be a great night tonight?
shall see~

2010-12-23T21:30:00.003+08:00

Its going to be a great day tomorrow!
Half day work,
then office celebration,
then back cycle for a while,
then celebrate dad's birthday,
then go leslie's house celebrate for christmas eve!
woohoo!
its gonna be a crazy night tomorrow :)

adieu!

2010-12-22T21:15:00.002+08:00

I love it when I cycle damn fast!
:)

And I taught myself a lesson today
I swear there won't be a next time.
If ever I repeat it,
I will be alone for the rest of my life and
die off alone and nobody there!

nights!

2010-12-21T23:33:00.002+08:00

so 24th is coming!
few more days!
can't wait!
:D

staying at client place up to thursday!
and that means no internet access until friday!
cannot facebook during work le. :(

I NEED MY PAY!

I need internship to end fast too!
lol!

Have I ever make any of you sad?
tag in my tagboard if I did.
provided my loyal daily readers are still there.

I'm a straightforward person, that will never change.

night!

2010-12-20T22:19:00.003+08:00

I finally felt monday blue I think.
Totally felt so sleepy and head so heavy the moment I set down when I reached office.
And as time passed,
I felt my head become heavier.
Eyes feels more puffy.
Cheek too.
Never felt this way before.
and now I'm having a headache!
lol!
Nearly geng today.
Coz it all depends on whether py can zhao or not.
If she can, means I also go geng liao,
then go sopping ah sopping!
BUT,
since she can't, then never geng also liao.
and once again,
fighting against myself!
have to be strong, cannot geng
and other part of me telling me its ok to geng once in a while.
my JDI-self vs my STUBBORN-self
anyway!
meetup with Desmond and Francis for Desmond's project A.
lol!
I nearly buy Taylor Swift's albums -.-!!
zz
CONTROL CONTROL CONTROL!
had quite a fun and good talk with them.
HAHA!!

but damn!
never cycle today.
tomorrow meeting others again.
can't cycle!
well, Wednesday then!

ciao!
:D

Its like playing chess all by yourself

2010-12-19T14:54:00.003+08:00

had a change of plan for today
didn't go as planned
but got my bicycle instead
and went for cycling right away at lakepark!
best park ever!
:D

2010-12-19T13:43:00.005+08:00

so I went to Universal Studio yesterday

with company and my fellow intern mate

Universal Studio is so great!
It is so un-singapore.
love it.
If only can go in for free!

Don't think it is worth the money to enter Universal Studio until that big extreme roller coaster is up and ready! That one then worth! :D

Love the Hollywood and NewYorkCity
damn relaxing feel!
it would be best sitting there, with a cup of coffee and chill there
(Y)!!
and adding with the picture below!

This group of guys and girls singing 60's songs!
Really nice to the max.
Its a damn happy feeling!
Gonna find beachboys songs!
haha!

Me and Hazm head over to a sound stage show.
That is so damn awesome!
We can see the special effects of a major hurricane is about to hit NYC!
(Y)!
The waves, rain, thunder, fire.
All are very real!
We can even feel the heat from the fire.
Ceiling drop down,
Ship come crashing towards us.
(Y)!

Next we move to this Sci-Fi City where the Battlestar Galactica, the extreme roller coaster, is at.
nothing much there since the roller coaster is not up till next year.

After that, we went to the Ancient Egypt!
So damn gorgeous!! (Y)!!

Look at the entrance to the ride!
Woah!!!
And I must say,
the ride in Eygpt is the best in Universal Studio!!
Considering the fact that the most extreme one is not up yet.
But really,
me and hazm took 4 times.
just imagine how fun that is!
hahaha!

After that we went to catch this music show.
Monster Rock!
There are dracula, werewolf (male and female), frankenstein, and some other monsters which I don't know their names.
and they singing rock songs!
damn nice!!
One of it is my favourite,
It's My Life! <3

Next we moved on to The Lost World!
Nothing much except for the water ride!
we almost didn't want to get the disposable raincoat!
luckily we did!
because if not, we will be soaked from head to toe!
but with it,
I'm still soaked!
Head and toe!
HAHA!

Caught a show at the WaterWorld!
It is really awesome!
The jet-ski makes me feel like jet-ski-ing
and cliff jumping
and descending from rope!
(Y)!!!

Took lots of photos with the mascots too!
Coz I think, USS is all about movies.
When the mascots are going around,
just go and take pictures with them!
don't be shy!
The photos are in my facebook! :D

Oh I forgot to mention!
I had vegetarian burger for my lunch!
I must say it is the best burger I ever had!
One bite and the vegetables and juices all flow out!
awesomelly shiokkkkk~

had gannet(dont know spell correctly not) popcorn!!
we only ordered small bag,
and its already the size of the normal cinema popcorn
but we couldn't finish it!
BUT IT IS DAMN NICE!!
hahahah!

bought stuff using the vouchers given by company!
- Mug
- Charm
- Chocolates
:D

Overall, I think USS is great!!
- Eygpt ride
- Music show and other show
- Mascots
- Food
- Others!

kkkkk, ciaoo!!!

where are you?? :(

2010-12-16T20:50:00.003+08:00

work today is somewhat fun!
because those on study leave are all back
office become more "re nao"
but it also means I cannot slack more too
easily spotted
lol!

took a walk before going home
damn!
finally I can get my bicycle!
but shop closed today.
gonna get tomorrow!
can't wait!

going bed now!
nights all!

2010-12-15T19:50:00.003+08:00

So there's a change of plan,
24th to leslie's house instead of py's.
pekcek when plans keep changing...
stunt again and I'm out!
well on the bright side,
there are dog(s) at both houses.
(Y)!

damn,
my netbook is lagging shit nowadays
sigh~

I want my pay!
I want get my bike!
I want cycle every day after work!
hai!

today is quite a down and moody day
from changing plans to an hour before knock off is totally a sucky feeling
half an hour before knock off,
boss's wife treat each-a-cup.
kinda enjoyed the paopaocha.
and go home.
and the best part of today is
I met Mr. Sashi Pillay at Lakeside MRT Station
:D
I was halfway down this short stairs,
taking out my umbrella
he walked pass, and thought he banged me or something
so he turned slightly and apologise
but I keep staring at him
and he told me that at that time he's thinking,
"wtf is wrong with this guy, keep staring"
haha!
then he turned and saw me and,
sia!
ok, thats all. lol!

its 16th Dec tomorrow!
which means 17th is approaching!
I should be happy.
sigh, good times really don't last.
so relaxing yesterday night.
and tonight is so moody.
I'm quite down now. :(
need some love.
HAHA!! -.-
sigh....

see you......:(

2010-12-14T21:59:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA!!!!!!
i got nothing better to do
so i went to check out my last time de blog post
i want to slap myself already.
HAHAHAHA!!!
cannot tahan!
was laughing all the while
why the fuck do i sound so childish!
nb!
LOLLL!!!!
simisai!!
hahahahhahahahahhahahahahahha!!!

2010-12-14T19:37:00.007+08:00

Today was scary....
really..
audit partner told me yesterday that there's this case he want OUT by this week
meaning complete by this week no matter what
he don't want to see it after christmas
so ya,
I did what I could do,
and I moved on to another case.
He passed by,
came to take a look
and asked me,
BEC(the name of the company)?
I replied,
I stuck already, client never send in some document
then he says,
"then go do something about it?"
wa, first time.
see, his expectation of me increased...
pressure..
what can I do! I can't even make the document appear.
well, went to ask the colleague I assisting in for this case,
he told me he needs to go through first.
ok lo,
then occasionally audit partner walk past me,
stress~
but after a while I told him Victor(my colleague) needs to go through first
he smile smile say, ya I know, you never ask him when he can start?
then I'm like, phewwww, finally he smile....
hahaha!
but it was really sibeikialang,
"then go do something about it?"
why this shit happen after my report ah? zz
if not could have included inside!

right now I can't wait for 17th!
finally get to see some familiar faces from NP
My LO! Mr. Lee.
gonna ask him for advice regarding my future!
and good luck LXY!!

and next, 18th!
USS,
heard that we might have to move in group of 4 or something.
zzzz this is gonna be terror
awkwarddddddd~
but anyway, its still something to look forward to!

and 24th!
christmas eve countdown at peiyi's!
with many other people
frankly speaking,
I feel weird,
but I don't mind too
the more the merrier!
but please!
watch 3 idiots!
bai tuo la! :)

got no plan for countdown to new year yet!
anyone wanna ask me out?? :D
if not I countdown at home alone :(

and its 1 month + to CNY!
and then 1 week to end of intern!
HAHAHAHAHA! ZHONG YU AH!! WO DENG BU JI LA!

then I'm gonna find a new job!
definitely not going to extend my internship.
thats a terror!
new job,
I'm gonna try vivo that pet safari shop!
grooming~
:D:D
or maybe zoo!
am not going to waste my life anymore,
I'm 20 already.
gotta finally do something I like.
Find a job that you love, and you won't have to work a day in your life ~ Confucius
wrote this in my report,
I don't know why, and I don't care relevant or not
I just know I got to write this somewhere important!
hah!

Like few days ago,
I have the exact feeling.
very relaxing~
nothing to worry about.
feel damn great!
I think music is really making my life really better.
Thanks My Chemical Romance and Taylor Swift
and some other artists. :)
Love music,
think that is why I got myself a tee-shirt while shopping with Desmond,
with phrases about music. :)

see ya!!
ah wait!
gonna end it with a MCR song that I have not posted yet!
It is really a great song, please listen!
But I understand, it is really difficult to find someone with the exact taste in music as me.
So, if it isn't nice to you guys, its alright! :)
and fk!!!!! I saw a video of this song being played in guitar hero!!
NOOOOOO! I WANT GUITAR HERO!! I WANNA PLAY THIS SONG!
TMD!!!!!!

Bulletproof Heart

Gravity don't mean too much to me
I'm who I've got to be
These pigs are after me, after you

Run away like it was yesterday
And we could run away
If we could run away,
Run away from here

I gotta bulletproof heart
You gotta hollow point smile
We had our run away scarves,
Got a photograph dream on the getaway mile.

Let's blow a hole in this town
And do our talking with the laser beam.
Coming out of this place
In a bullet's embrace
Then we'll do it again.

How can they say, Jenny won't you come back home?
'Cause everybody knows you don't
Ever wanna come back, let me be the one to save you.

Gravity don't mean too much to me
I'm who I've got to be.
These pigs are after me, after you

Run away like it was yesterday
When we would run away,
When we could run away, run away from here.

I'm shooting out of this room
Because the sure don't like the company
You stop your preaching right there
Because I really don't care
And I'll do it again.

So get me outta my head.
'Cause it's getting quite cramped, you know.
Coming ready or not
When the motor gets hot
We can do it again.

The papers say, Johnny won't you come back home?
'Cause everybody knows you don't wanna give yourself up
Tell the truth and God will save you

Gravity don't mean too much to me
I'm who I've got to be
These pigs are after me, after you

Run away like it was yesterday
And we could run away,
And we could run away, run away from here.

And though I know how much you hate this
Are you gonna be the ones who save us
From the black and hopeless feeling
Will you meet 'em when the end comes reeling?

Hold your heart into this darkness
Will it ever be the light to shine you out
Or fall and leave you stranded
Or are you gonna be the one left standing?
You're gonna be the one left standing.
You're gonna be the one left standing.

Gravity don't mean too much to me
Is this our destiny?
This world is after me, after you

Run away like it was yesterday
And we could run away, run away, run away,
Run away from here.
Yeah, away from here.
Away from here.

Love this song!
see you! <3

2010-12-13T19:10:00.002+08:00

House is built with walls and stones.
Home is built with love, care and understanding.

I think the best part,
is still my bed.
Because that is the only place at house/home
where I do all my thinking about
family, close people, friends
and
reflecting on myself.

Just wanna go to bed right now and slowly think through everything.

Don't worry,
I am a strong man.
I am not emo-ing.
I am just thinking...
So, chill~

Good times don't last.
So true.
It was only a short period,
but I did enjoy.
Couldn't ask for much either.
Don't brood over it!
Life goes on, so should I.

So long and goodnight

2010-12-12T17:52:00.003+08:00

I am really a dreamer~
Its gonna be great if I got wings on my back!
Fly~
lol!

2010-12-12T14:27:00.002+08:00

The only hope for me is you

Remember me [6x]

Where will we stand?
When all the lights go out
Across these city streets
Where were you when
All of the embers fell
I still remember there
Covered in ash
Covered in glass
Covered in all my friends
I still
Think of the bombs they built

If that’s the best that I could be?
Than I’d be another memory
Can I be the only hope for you?
Because you’re the only hope for me
And if we can find where we belong,
We’ll have to make it on our own.
Face all the burn and take it out
Because the only hope for me is you
Alone

How would you be
Many as after the disaster that we’ve seen
What we have learned
Of all the people burning
In purifying flame

I say it’s okay
I know you can tell
And though you can see me smile
I still
Think of the guns they sell

If that’s the best that I could be?
Than I’d be another memory
Can I be the only hope for you?
Because you’re the only hope for me
And if we can find where we belong,
We’ll have to make it on our own.
Face all the burn and take it out
Because the only hope for me is you
Alone

The only hope for me
The only hope for me is you
The only hope
For me is you
The only hope
For me is you
The only hope
For me is you
The only hope

If that’s the best that I could be?
Than I’d be another memory
Can I be the only hope for you?
Because you’re the only hope for me
And if we can find where we belong,
We’ll have to make it on our own.
Face all the burn and take it out
Because the only hope for me is you
Alone

The only hope for me is you [9x]
Alone

Remember me [4x]

Coz you're the only hope for me..
(Y)!!!

2010-12-12T10:24:00.002+08:00

Why am I so weak nowadays.
zzz
This is not doing any good.
C'mon, be strong back!

2010-12-11T21:48:00.001+08:00

Very very pekcek.

2010-12-11T15:09:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the day that writes my future.
I just hope everything will go smoothly.

Have to finish report by today.
Hook or crook.
Jiayou chualeesheng.

你只有你自己

2010-12-11T00:22:00.001+08:00

thanks to francis,
kinda like rehack my phone,
and swype is back.
phew...
no swype i can die.
use the touch input keyboard is gonna erupt my inner volcanic self.

ciao

2010-12-10T23:45:00.002+08:00

Good times really don't last.
Anger is all in me now.

Overspent today again,
well, not angry because of this.
I'm just very sian,
and I know when I get home,
parent sure nag.
Have told myself to control and not to get worked up.
But failed.
Threw tantrum.
Talked back.
Fuck you chualeesheng. zzz
Whats going on with me, spend so much.
and next,
received desmond's message saying money not in.
After some clarifying,
think money should be in.
Thats somewhat a good news.

then my phone,
swype cannot use.
fucking pissed at typing messages with the in-built keyboard.
I want to unhack my phone.
But how? gotta research again.
and how? tomorrow and sunday do report.

vex...
pissed...

gonna eat some chocolates...
zzz

2010-12-09T22:38:00.005+08:00

S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W

Move your body when the sunlight dies
Everybody hide your body from the scarecrow
Everybody hide

Make a wish when your childhood dies
Hear the knock, knock, knock when she cries
We're all alone tonight

Hold your breath when a black bird flies
Count to seventeen and close your eyes
I'll keep you safe inside

He burns my skin
Never mind about the shape I'm in
I'll keep you safe tonight, y-yeah

Move your body when the sunlight dies
Everybody hide your body from the scarecrow
Everybody hide
Move your body when the sunlight dies
Everybody hide your body from the scarecrow
Everybody hide

Blow a kiss at the methane skies
See the rust through your playground eyes
We're all in love tonight. (all in love tonight)

Leave a dream where the fallout lies
Watch it grow with the tearstain dries
To keep you safe tonight

Heat burns my skin
Never mattered 'bout the shape I'm in
I'll keep you safe tonight, y-yeah

Move your body when the sunlight dies
Everybody hide your body from the scarecrow
Everybody hide
Move your body when the sunlight dies
Everybody hide your body from the scarecrow
Everybody hide

Love, love, love won't stop this
Bomb, bomb, love won't stop this
Bomb, bomb, love won't stop this

Run, run, bunny run
Run, run, bunny run

Move your body when the sunlight dies
Everybody hide your body from the scarecrow
Everybody hide
Move your body when the sunlight dies
Everybody hide your body from the scarecrow
Everybody hide
Move your body when the sunlight dies
Everybody hide your body from the scarecrow
Everybody hide
Move your body when the sunlight dies
Everybody hide your body from the scarecrow
Everybody hide

I feel so safe listening to this song!
Its like no fear man!
Love this song!!
I'll keep you safe tonight~

Registered for Safari Zoo Run!
Gosh, 8km
I mean I can do it la,
My Chemical Romance and Taylor Swift will run with me :)
In zoo somemore <3

Its enchanting,
(don't care whether I use it correctly not)
but I feel damn relaxing now.
It feels like my worries are all gone
Is it S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W?
or the chocolates?
or the zoo run?
Any of which,
I hope this moment last forever.
Feels damn great!

Gonna sleep!
Goodnight! :)

2010-12-08T22:43:00.002+08:00

I like only 2 songs initially,
Na Na Na and Sing.
As usual,
other songs slowly attracted me one by one.
starting with the only hope for me is you.
and others are attracting me now!
MCR, you rocks man!
<3

hai...
hao fan ah~ :(

2010-12-07T20:22:00.003+08:00

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

This song speaks my mind right now!!
MCR for the win!
Damn, you guys make me fall for skeleton.
Sudden love for skeleton.
LOL!
and violence, and death.. (Y)!
but of course not fighting and killing la! -.-!

Isn't this picture nice?
Love my hoodie! gonna wear it to sleep tonight :)

lol, vegetarian yet so darkness uh?
well, can't help it.
thats me.
:)

alright ciao baby!
see ya!

Need a sign~

2010-12-06T19:24:00.004+08:00

All I Want For Christmas by My Chemical Romance
Originally by Mariah Carey

Christmas is coming! (Y)!
Dedicate this song to all my friends.
What do you guys want for Christmas?
Obviously I can't get for you, haha!
But give it a thought, what do you want for Christmas?

Time flies today while at work!
I looked at the time for only thrice
First was 9am
Second 12.30pm break time
Third 5pm
This tells me that in order for time to pass fast,
don't look at it.
It is a shy time :)

People, please watch 3 Idiots.
Think they are in parts in Youtube.
Can get from me if want too.
It is really a damn good movie!
I know, I should you one scene here!
You will definitely laugh your ass out! :D

FUNNY SHIT YEAH? :D
I can actually watch this again!
But with people, its gonna be a damn good feel!

Hope this Christmas is gonna be a great day
and well,
Christmas is usually a day where people tell the truth.
So on that day, I'm will be truthful to everyone :)
But I think I'm always truthful,
I so straightforward! :)

hah! alright! ciao man!!! :)

So tired..
and I wonder..
if.. how and why..

Damn, I really miss

2010-12-05T20:05:00.003+08:00

how to end my attachment fast?

look forward to:
some day in this week - meet up with clique at Jurong Point (finally come Jurong Point!)
13th Dec - hand in report
18th Dec - Company outing
24th Dec - christmas eve
31st Dec - new year eve
suffer 1 more month
CNY!!!

k, stay positive.
maintain this mindset
WAHHAHAHA!

didn't really touch report today. againzzz
no ling gan...
need that rush and pressure in order to do the report.

talked to parent about me wanting to change path..
wasn't really happy with it
saying there's no future in it
but they didn't insist in me not taking too.
look, the money doesn't matter to me
I don't care about the money.
zzz
need some understanding here.
I bet everybody will find me stupid and act like a kid, never think for my own future.
but if everything goes smoothly, and I get what I want
I can only say I have no regrets
I'm gonna do it with or without support
All I ask for is just, please let everything goes the way I want it to be
at least for this...

The strong stands alone

2010-12-05T10:29:00.002+08:00

so i decided to open up again
lol -.-
don't have other things better to do

sigh~
report is killing me!
not that i dont know what to write
but, i lazy to start!
this first step is so difficult
but nonetheless, i will take it today

planned to start yesterday,
but watched 3 idiots instead
its a hindi movie,
but its a damn awesome movie
really awesome.
make me reflect on myself
follow what my heart wants to do?
or do something that i least like?
change to my path to vet, now?
doubt i'll get support from family
"stupid", "waste money", all these are what i will be getting if i say i wanna change my path.
i don't mind being a teacher,
but what i really want is vet
but it aint gonna be as easy as the guy in 3 idiots
sigh~~
what to do....
i still got NS, 2 years for me to think through.
vet = overseas studies -.- where the fk do i get the money! zz
poly vet courses?
if only i could turn back time~
i'll not choose based on distance anymore
tp and thats it. zz

now dont get stuck in the past cls,
future, future
kk
but, 99% i wont get support from family
rahhh~

just settled one problem yesterday,
and now i have to settle this.

sigh, but when i looked back at what i did,
i felt so stupid and disgusted
thinking why would i do such a thing -.-
felt like a boy -.-
gotta handle like a man from now

anyway! 3 idiots is really a good show! catch it, you won't regret!

report time.......

2010-11-23T18:54:00.003+08:00

yesterday's online chat session was like a heart-to-heart working chats with LO and fellow interns
not bad,
its like pouring all working stuff to them
from that,
I realised sometimes it is good to confide in someone you don't know!
lol!
maybe I should just randomly go facebook and find some foreigner and add them
HAHA!
nah just kidding..

*I removed liao :)*

ciao!

2010-11-22T19:21:00.002+08:00

time passed quite fast today!

had a great lunch too! :D :D :D :D
although its quite rush, but its worth it! haypie ah haypie
I want more! but not just lunch! :)

having online chat session with LO at 8pm!
sigh, can't wait for attachment to be over!

I wanna cycle...
and I think the best place to cycle is Pulau Ubin
really
unlike the east coast park, west coast park
Pulau Ubin more shiok!
anyone wanna go? :)

this month pay come fasterrrrr!!
I want moneh!!
I wanna buy things,
I wanna watch movies.
wah, got money,
really different!
spend without thinking!
rah, gotta control!

tell you guys a secret,
ready??
10
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1
I am strong! :)

SEE YA!

2010-11-21T20:12:00.003+08:00

kind of accomplished some to-do-list!

caught harry potter with francis.
i think damn nice la
haha
can't wait for part 2 man!
next year....
haizz

went town too. walk a while only.
lol
can't wait for this month pay to fly to me

work tomorrow!
if only i can work from 8.30 to 2.30? :D
hai...if...
time, please drink more red bull! and grow some wings
flap harder!
and fly all the way to 19th february!

i'm addicted to this video.

cool guys don't look at explosions, they blow things up and then walk away
the more you ignore it, the cooler you look
haha, -.-?

actually, I really look forward to that very day

2010-11-21T10:23:00.004+08:00

The Story Of Us is so fking niceeeeee!!!!
How I wish I can create an illusion of myself,
and high together. LOL!
DAMNN NICEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
this is how i'm obsessed with her "Forever and Always" last time
Taylor Swift FTW!
I still like MCR :)

"So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up that I can't break through"

"I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud"

"And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?"

"And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down"

meeting francis for lunch later!
shiok!
don't wanna spend time at home!
I wanna go town walk walk..
I wanna catch harry potter!
rahhhhh

2010-11-20T12:07:00.002+08:00

sometimes,
its right to stop at your step and wait others to make the move
its good

2010-11-20T10:41:00.006+08:00

The Story Of Us

damn nice!!!
replayed it yesterday for many many times!
link it to youtube if its too small for ya! :D
this lyric bit wrong too.
enjoy!!

I'm enlightened!

2010-11-19T15:05:00.000+08:00

so no heart to work now!

no mood no mood!!

2010-11-19T13:18:00.003+08:00

I don't know how to continue the drawing

2010-11-18T19:45:00.002+08:00

just know that you're not in this thing alone~

"Fight for this love" (Y)!

its a friday tomorrow!
:)

2010-11-18T10:17:00.000+08:00

Hope comes with disappointment

2010-11-17T21:42:00.003+08:00

went to the star gazing event at science centre yesterday!
because of the cloudy sky!
no more star gazing activity,
only left with movie marathon!
sian!!
and most importantly! i'm there for the star chart.
but cant get already. siannn
but nonetheless,
went to snow city yesterday!
fun man!
it would be better if the slide are longer!
damn, make me feel like going those snowy places in other countries
waiting for photos to be uploaded!

caught
Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatball
&
Drag Me To Hell
today!
Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatball is nice,
Drag Me To Hell is screamer kind, suddenly appear,
but luckily I strong. :) haha!

time flies!
tomorrow work again!
k, should really stop complaining
:@

see yaaaaa

2010-11-15T20:52:00.002+08:00

OH RIGHT!
AFTER TOMORROW!
WAHAHAH!
ONE DAY HOLIDAY!!
-.-
sounded so pathetic
rahhh! just found out, new year is on a saturday!!
wasted!
christmas is on a saturday too! damn!

getting tired of work now!!
I want different job scope!
:(

Mind says No
Heart says Yes
Mind knows the consequences and is afraid that it will happen
Heart doesn't, it only knows about doing things and not asking anything in return,
in other words, accepting any outcomes
Follow your heart, not your mind

2010-11-14T19:12:00.001+08:00

Legend of the Guardian - The owls of gahoole
caught this show just now
(Y)(Y)(Y)!!

alright! gonna continue my harry potter!
:D

work tomorrow!
look forward to wednesday! :D

see ya!

2010-11-13T21:20:00.002+08:00

its sunday tomorrow!
mai siao laaa
so fast sunday!
haven really chill and relax enough yet!
rahhhhh

have to go out tomorrow no matter what.
alright!
see ya!

2010-11-13T18:08:00.002+08:00

watched harry potter till the prisoner of azkaban movie
each movie more than 2hrs!!
crazzzyy
but never mind
they are nice!
feel like sleeping now!
maybe i should
haha

nights people

2010-11-12T19:29:00.002+08:00

i wanna watch movies!
step up 3!
social network!
unstoppable!
start watching harry potter! haven even complete sorcerer's stone! lol!
and many more movies!

lol, i say until like there is no report to do.
sighhh, dont want dooooooooooo
zzzzzzzz
the thought of it makes me feel like sleeeeeeppppppinggggggzzzz

k, see ya!

"I could really use a wish right now.."

A smile

(^(oo)^)Y <--- nice? :) loL!

2010-11-12T15:47:00.001+08:00

today is friday!! :D

2010-11-11T20:29:00.003+08:00

rahhh!

kind of enjoyed company lunch today
great experience
at first was so awkward
so formal
so quiet
:((
dont like
prefer noisy
think is because bosses are around!
after that was much better
keep asking me to eat meat -.-
but i know they are kidding luh
so, its alright
me and hazm gotta treat lunch to people at the other office next monday! rahhh
never mind luh, since they treat me before, and they are nice people :)
happy can already
hahahah

thanks to tang peiyi for the grooveshark.com
saved me
becuase of the rain ( I suspect ), the radio station like bit weird ah
keep buffering
grooveshark is nice
many songs
noted some of the nice ones already
like, dynamite, misery and airplanes
:)
and in the end, instead of reading what to do for my report,
which i scheduled myself to do so
i went to find songs
hahaha
finally addicted back to english songs :)
can't wait for My Chemical Romance new album! :)
gonna buy their album, first album i ever buy!
:)

don't think going sentosa this week already!
or i should say, this 2 months
coz of the weather!
like raining nowadays, cloudy, night also can't see stars
nvm! shall see!
friday check weather forecast again! :)

love it when one sentence from a song lyric tells an entire paragraph!
even love it more when this part of Fireflies - Owl City describe me!
"I'd like to make myself believe"
:) :)

alright! its gonna be grooveshark.com everyday at work!
once again, thanks tang peiyi, but no prize :) sad

seeeeeeeee yaaaaaaa!

2010-11-10T21:22:00.002+08:00

tomorrow company lunch!
haha
look forward it
today the organiser came and show me the seating arrangement
if my eye didn't fail me, i saw boss name
but anyway,
thats not the main point
the main point is,
the main course for that table is because of me!
vegetarian!
and others have to eat vegetarian too!
too bad for them then. :)
but only main course la
appetiser and side dishes are still meat
lol

got my jeans!
left with shirt!
:D
all these will be my CNY clothes liao
lol

gotta check weather forecast for saturday!
dont rain!

ok, see ya!

2010-11-09T22:45:00.002+08:00

done with new blogskin!

damn, pictures are out of place when i saved it to my own photobucket account
used the creator's link instead
hope the creator won't delete the pictures!
:)

nice?
I just don't really like the "memories"
hah!
but I like the horse :)

alright! see ya!
hope its more readable now!

2010-11-09T21:14:00.003+08:00

talked to boss for about an hour in the morning
showed him what I did and he pointed out my mistakes to me
not scold though, just teaching me
but, the more he teach, the more expectation that is
since I already know what I should do
if I do wrongly, rahhhhhh
lets hope everything go smoothly

maybe I should change my blogskin
chanlin told me he has to strain his eyes to read my blog
ok, will change it now!

and I got my mat!
saturday that is
:)

had trial napfa test just now
damn!
sucks
trained for so long
pull up still sucks
I need a pull up bar at home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but dad don't allow!! T.T
HAIZZZZ
2.4km, failed too, expected, coz I haven started training jogging
standing broad jump just pass too, expected too! coz i just started leg training!
but, pull up!! haizz
nvm! there are few months for me to train
while running 2.4km, I told myself
I'm weak today,
but I will not be on the actual napfa test
damn!

seriously,
I think heart is really stronger than mind
your brain tells you not to do this, you should not do this
but your heart feels the opposite way
and eventually, you follow your heart
because if you don't, it will bug you the whole day, and the following day
happened to me a lot a lot a lot of times
or maybe, I'm just a weird retard with split personality?? lolll!

My belief,
life may be tough now,
but it will change
if you want it to change,
and if you take some actions to change it!
like the saying by lao tzu,
the journey of a thousand miles, start from the first step
if you don't take that very first step, nothing will change
anyway! thats just my own belief
hah!!!
but life is really tough!
so, just jia you bah!!

was listening to mp3 on the way back,
kept listening to this song by
wang fei - hong dou(red bean)
my favourite dessert too :) red bean soup, hah!
but only want mom cook de, outside de not nice. :)
anyway! main point is that song!
really nice! hah!
got time go listen!
:)

alright! time to search for some brogskin!

see ya peep!

2010-11-09T16:35:00.000+08:00

:( mao tun!! :(

2010-11-08T20:55:00.003+08:00

work is not bad today
especially chatting with polymates on fb
shiok
and I really siao I think
I didn't do it on purpose,
it all comes out naturally
lol!
damn
control control
anyway, its always great to handle new cases for work
BUT!
i don't like it when all the information are all messed up
everything hard to find
rahhh

heard some nice songs from class95 today!
1) If I had you - Adam Lambert
2) Have you ever - S Club 7
3) The way I are - Timbaland

really nice. :)

alright! planned out my time already!
Tuesday:
work halfday, napfa test in the evening, Mat mission after that

Wednesday:
continue Mat mission if it fails on tuesday

Thursday:
the only thing to look forward to is the company lunch!
hope its not awkward, and hope its fun!
after that, maybe go home read up on what to do for report

Friday:
Find shirt! :)

Saturday:
the one i look forward to the most! hope it won't rain again at night!
1 time experience is enough. :)
maybe some movies in the morning and afternoon nap on that day

Sunday:
nothing...

alright! next week wed shiok!
public holiday! :D
time will fly!
fly fast please
straight fly to 20th feb
hah

life is unpredictable, full of mystery
but, it is short
do what you want,
and just do it,
even if you're alone. :)

2010-11-07T21:38:00.002+08:00

didn't go JP today!
and I'm glad i didn't
caught Love Actually at home!
so god damn fking nice!!!
seriously
I don't know how to describe to you all
just watch it!
really
felt much love in the air
it definitely feels good to be in love!
despite all the disadvantages and all,
one must have love!
rahhh!!!
seriously nice!
hahahaha!!

tuesday halfday!!!
shiok shiok!
but NAPFA test
not shiok already.
sigh~

see ya!

2010-11-07T14:25:00.004+08:00

“You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn’t true. I know a lot about love. I’ve seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate… It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves… You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and… What I’m trying to say, Tristan is… I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I’d know it for myself. My heart… It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it’s trying to escape because it doesn’t belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I’d wish for nothing in exchange - no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.

— Yvaine (Stardust)

Saw this post from my friend's tumblr!

damn, love this much!

The movie, Stardust (Y)!!!

really....nice...

the only way to describe this feeling to you people,

is to tell you guys, watch Stardust!!

want all of you to watch. :)

shall rewatch Stardust, ~~then go Jurong Point!~~ :)

2010-11-07T14:10:00.002+08:00

RAHHH!!
BOREDDDDDDD!
*YAWN*

I CAN"T WASTE TODAY!
BUT WHERE CAN I GO?!?!
THINK THINK THINK~~~
HMMMMM

movies too exp on weekend!
I can't shop alone!
very indecisive if I shop alone!
window shopping? probably!
if only I've got pets at home!
RAHHHHH!
but of course,
having pets is a two-way thing
they accompany me, I accompany them
I'll definitely accompany them till my last breath!
loL!
so serious..
ok, back to the problem!
where to go! heh
never mind! its JP then! :p
window shopping!

tomorrow work!
hope last week of November come fast! $.$

see ya later!

2010-11-06T23:46:00.002+08:00

woke up late morning!
did some work out
damn!
feel so weak today!
wonder if it is because of the bukit timah hill hiking yesterday!
felt so weak after few sets of work out
anyway!
meeting poly clique at about 4pm,
so, since i've nothing better to do at home
i went to catch Due Date at 2.30pm
just nice end around that timing.
damn, Due Date is a very funny show!
did had quite lot of laughter
though some might say it wasn't that nice
at least it is really funny to me
maybe because of the actor, Robert Downey Jr.
one of my favorite actor.
some other are Adam Sandler and his group of comedian friends.
as long as it is their movies,
i'll definitely thumb up!
haha!
most parts are funny, while there are like 2 or 3 scenes quite sad though
if you put yourself in the role's shoe
you will realise it
and yes! i caught the movie alone!
there is nothing wrong watching movie alone!
in my opinion luh.
somehow feel the same as watching in a group
guess i won't have to worry that nobody watch movies with me le! :)
well, meeting at 4pm huh,
in the end we all meet at around 5.15 - 5.30
hai!
but its better to wait for others rather than others wait for you!

oh! and i think i wanna call myself nobody!
lol, because i like to do things nobody do!
not saying i'm unique or what la -.-
but i enjoy doing things nobody would want to do
so its like,
A: Hey! do you do this and that?
B: What! Nobody does that!
yeah, nobody! hahaha! alright enough. :p
but of coz, think before acting! I won't do things without thinking,
as long as it is within my logic,
I'll do it. :)

alright! had breeks for dinner!
this waitress ah, like unhappy with us sia!
serve us without smile
not that i say she deserve to serve us la
but at least smile la,
you smile i smile everybody happy eat also happy
haizz

celebrated shilin's birthday!
happy birthday yo!
hope you enjoyed the celebration!
though it is somewhat screwed up!
:(

and from this,
i realised we didnt have any backup plans
learn from it! next time must have a backup plan already!

and now i'm home!
today has been a great day!
and tomorrow will be better!

ever wonder why I would always say today is a great day?
because no matter how bad it is, someone somewhere definitely had a worse day than yours
thats why!
yes i know this is some quote many people would have know,
but who exactly apply it into their life?
seriously i wonder,
many people know lots of quotes,
but who really apply them? haha

alright!
done with today!
see ya! :D

2010-11-05T16:30:00.009+08:00

went to bukit timah hill in the morning!

yes, alone
why? because you have to be as strong as me to go with me
HAHAHA
kidding luh
spent like around 3hrs hiking!
:D:D
thigh is like so shiok
squeeze lots of lemon on my thigh :p
haha!
but feels really good
coz i saw monkeys! shiok baby ~
don't know how to describe to you people!
let the pictures do the talking!

saw this monkey chilling on the tree!
"yo buddy, don't emo! come down play with me! :)"

"hey! look at me yo!"

nice? :) this is the "look-up view" check out the "look-down" view below!

a long long way to go.... actually is a tree la, just lookup by its side. :)

nice right!! :D which one nicer? this or the one after this picture?

Summit path!! check out the stairs, this is one of the long long stairs that i took,
thats why you have to be as strong as me to go with me! HAHA!

continue..

continue...

finally...there are turns, so i took many shots, these 4 pictures complete one long stairs

on my way of climbing, saw this trail of ants, aiya, too small for you guys to see
but each of them are carrying something
no wonder they are called the hardworking ants, really hardworking
learn from them yo! cannot always be lazy! :)

see the strong sun! my shadow is so defined!

finally! summit!

summit hut!

this rock is craved with Bukit Timah Summit, the statistics of the hill! :)

beautiful sky!

normal route

on my way leaving bukit timah hill, i didn't see any monkeys
i thought they were going back to trees coz its going to rain
but no! they are further infront. :D
and note! i didn't zoom in! this is exactly how close I am with it!
feeling damn shiok!
if only I can bring one home and keep!

cute right!! they helping each other to catch lices or fleas. hahahah! good buddies!
:)

i didn't zoom this either!

anyway! thats the end of my bukit timah hill hiking!
shiok man!
happy to the infinity!
and sticky to the max!
first thing to do was bath when i got home!

blogged halfway and received call from goh qi wei to go JP eat
i called him first though, but he was gyming
lol
hai, as usual, accomodating me....
pizza hut settled everything
had cheesy pizza
damn,
had 3 times pizza hut in like just 1 or 2 weeks
T.T
all cheesy pizza!
siao liao laaaaa!
guess i won't eat pizza again soon!

got myself an advance birthday gift. :)
but thats not the only one! i still need to get myself shirt and jeans. :)

alright!
blog again!
ah no, i think shouldn't use blog! should use share!
(Y)
share again next time!

can't wait for tomorrow and especially sunday! :D
can't wait can't wait!
rahhh!
SEE YOU!!!!

2010-11-04T20:44:00.002+08:00

three days!
precious three days!
(Y)!

boss's expectation is getting higher!
because I work so long already
wa, hope wont do wrong thing!
sigh~

feel so sleepy on the way home from work
so sleepy that i nearly fell asleep while standing in train!
never felt like this before
lol!
good though, time flies when i'm controlling myself not to fall asleep.
first thing i did when i get home is to find my love,
bed!!

felt so much better after sleeping
guess sleeping is really the best remedy to everything

damn,
i can't wait for nov 22!
MCR new album!
rah, nov 22 come faster!
:D:D

so many many things to do, again!!
- get shirt and jeans
- some unconfirmed activities
- watch movies!
- get MCR album
- get a mat!
- and some other things i haven thought of. :)

i seriously think i'm strong. :)
not physical luh.
other factors. :)
hahaha!
alright enough chualeesheng

its be a long time since i take a walk at jurong lake park!
it has been renovated
looks cool!
maybe i should take a walk tomorrow morning!
:)

gonna watch GTO anime again!
watched for don't know how many times already
and still not tired of it!
greatest anime ever!
in my opinion! :)
anyway, i'm not a anime person,
maybe thats why GTO is the best for me
hah!

kk, see you people!

today has been a great day! tomorrow will definitely be better!
:D

2010-11-04T15:03:00.001+08:00

felt so stupid

rah!

won't do it again

2010-11-03T22:05:00.003+08:00

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
17 wide smile here for lim xin yi!!
happy birthday! :D

FRIDAY PUBLIC HOLIDAY!
SHIOK! :D
but, what can I do on that day? hmmm

sigh, where can I get a huge mat?
ok la, not really huge la
at least for 2 person
those that i find are all so smalllllll

radio is my entertainment at work!!
tune in to Yes933 and Class 95 on and off.
its pretty good though!
get to listen to songs I've never listen before! hahaha
and fb chat with Mr Chia and "Mr" Tang
damn, jokingly scold "Mr" Tang vulgarities until I starting to get addicted back. lol!
must stop already!

indeed, today is a great day!!!
:D
hope everyday can be like this!
better still, without work in it!
lol
definitely not going to extend the attachment
gonna find a more flexible timing job!
don't wanna waste my life working, in the office...
I'm still a manly kid, :D
still need to have fun
hah

alright! going bed soon!
hope guanyinma will answer to my question that i asked her in the morning!
thanks guanyinma!

see you people!

2010-11-02T22:11:00.002+08:00

went back to NP today,
saw Mr Sunny Wong
he is one GT!
c'mon people in his class, please have some fun and not to be too quiet! haizz

napfa briefing at 5
initially, we were told that we have to come back every tuesday for napfa training,
and we were like, SIAOOO
attachment leh
but the good thing is can time off. :)
but every week time off also not good leh, later evaluation sucks
luckily after that, they told us separately that we dont have to go for the training.
train on our own.
phew
though i prefer going back school, but not like this!!
lol

had pizza hut today!
friends, i know its hard, but please understand me
as long as it is something to do with animals, don't expect me to eat.
but if you are joking or kidding, i don't mind actually,
just don't try to persuade me to eat.
please, understand.
but nonetheless, had some laughter though!
great
hope we can really go bangkok ah and not just say say.
coz i'm excited already.
HAHA

tomorrow will be a great day!
it will..

just sneezed, hope its a miss and not a scold. :p

dilema..

2010-11-02T15:50:00.003+08:00

i can only say,

i'm having NS next year.

Could I? Should I?

damn~

2010-11-01T22:46:00.003+08:00

caught Mr.Pillay's match
he's one guai lan kia. lol!!

rooted phone yesterday morning!
but, still blur blur leh..have to ask Mr.Francis for enlightenment.

tomorrow going off at around 4pm! shiok!
going back school, kinda miss school.
sigh~

awesome saturday!
ultra super wonderful sunday! :)
basically, fun weekend! :)
hope everyday can be like this.
haizz,
hate the working hours.
5.30pm...
T.T

next month need to submit another report again!!
haizzzz, just the thought of it can spoil my entire day
dont think of it already Mr. Chua
z

is it good to think a lot? or is it, think too much?
i believe i think a lot.
if they are something good, still ok
but, they are not!
and it can't be controlled! thats the worstpart
its tiring too
sigh,
just hope i won't do wrong thing again!

seee you!! blog next time!

Could I? Should I?

2010-10-27T18:53:00.003+08:00

this week gonna rocks!
tomorrow outing with poly clique.
friday outing with sec sch friends (hopefully there is and nothing goes wrong)
saturday resume my usual trainings!
sunday outing with some supreme court friends!
awesome!
but i can foresee money flying la.
luckily i got my pay! :D

my work is like the lift,
has its ups and downs!
feels really tiring, not no energy kind of tired,
but tired of the work!
until i keep facebook-ing.
and alt tab here and there,
like some murderer burying body.
wah lao, i can use such a good metaphor here but not in compo. -.-
but nonetheless!
the work i'm doing is good at times!
just hope that i can talk easily with boss.
still feel tense.
damn, hate this feeling
zz

so many things i want to do now!
-swimming
-watch movies
-take photos
-go pulau ubin again, anybody wanna go with me? :)
-spend the night at Sentosa beach!!

hai, working is so....
advantage of it is damn good which is the pay
but the disadvantage of it is also damn bad! which is the time limit for other activities!
0830 to 1730
take into consideration travelling time,
i'm left with 0630 to 2200 for the rest of the day.
how to go swimming, take photos, pulau ubin?
all put in weekends...
hai...
damn regret never spend my time wisely before working.
after attachment, i'm going to fully utilize my days and not waste any!

be like water! -bruce lee
damn, this quote is really good
i'm trying to be like water!
lol.
how i wish bruce lee is still alive man,
definitely many things to learn from him!

sorry guys if my blog is boring, anyhow jump here and there.
i just blog whats on my mind. :)
k, work tomorrow! my time will fly like the fastest leesheng after lunchtime!
shiok shiok!

see you!

2010-10-22T19:41:00.003+08:00

damn!
office people play chinese songs,
until i think i wanna listen to my chinese songs again liao.
playing 天天夜夜 now. lol!!

sigh, next monday.
feel both prepared and unprepared.
damn!

"so how do I live without you~"

just hope it ends fast! dont have to worry about it anymore!

so eager to get my pay! :)
hope they wont deduct 1 day of my pay because of my paper. hah!
so many things to do after next monday!
can't wait!
:D

was wondering this when i was on my way home just now,
i dont know how this came to my mind,
but anyway,
some say,
some say leh, some say la.
just kidding, kk
some say you fall and you hurt, and thats what you get when you fall in love!
haha, just think that its quite funny though.
because to me,
yes you hurt when you fall,
it may hurt badly,
it may leaves a scar
it may gives you phobia of falling

but,

just fall on something soft and comfortable la,
like that not pain already right. haiz...

anyway, just choose where to fall, fall nicely. :)
hurt a bit never mind!
coz once your wound season already,
wont get hurt easily again! :)

aiya, my mind just anyhow run la
take train alone is like that.
hah!

wah, just nice now playing 孙悟空,
如果要让我活，让我有希望的活
我从不怕爱错，只怕没爱过!
nice!

this weekend sure be damn depressing!
ang mohsss...
never mind! 2 days! time flies*

eh, that facial mask bought in shanghai until now i haven use,
still can use or not?
loL!! dont know expire already not.

hai,
next year NS.
damn fast!
mix feelings again,
look forward and dont look forward.
the more people say army suck or sian or something,
the more i think there is sure something good about it.
time to gain some new experiences!
out field will be fun! lol!
think about it, sleep in jungle leh.
fuck! can see many animals sia!
i have once wished i have the life of tarzan!
lol! ;p

but, because of NS,
some opportunities have to be forgo. haizz

alright, shall blog again soon!
too much stuff going through my mind, cant figure out what to post.

see yo!

2010-10-20T20:53:00.002+08:00

feel so lazy to practice papers today! :(
but still, gonna do one after blogging.

wish i have a bunch of me!
so i can do the things i like, but not alone!
:(

damn! haiz!

2010-10-17T21:40:00.002+08:00

today, had the best experience of my whole life!!
for some reasons, i won't post it here.
those who view my blog, do ask me if you wanna know!
when we meet up or something? remember to ask me!
haha!

fking love today, 17/10/10!
feel so great! :D